it's not the same like the other day before my departure...

hmm... 

seriously i'm kind of wanna leaving A.S.A.P...

all the hard moment, i experienced it in Sarawak...

seriously ..

it's like i need to be in somewhere else with this pain...

still feel the pain..

am i?

hmmmm...........

lips can lie but heart no..

however through it all..

i still praise the Lord cause giving me this heart...

i'm proud of my heart..

it is being stabbed

it is being burned

it is being broken

it is being stitched

and yet...

it's still beating...

 God keep reminded me that...

sorry Lord for all...

i know i shouldn't feel this way...

sometime the emotion are just unstable..

but i keep my trust in YOU, LORD..

and i will live for YOU forever more...

till then..

stay healthy.be blessed.

^^

we're not the perfect two

feeling sad these few days...

i'm thinking of someone who exist in my life before...

i don't regret for having feelings with him...

i don't regret of having those memories when he purpose me...

i don't regret for spending most my time for him...

i don't regret for knowing him...

i thought he is the one that God sent to me...

unfortunately, he's not...

all things that already happened for 

some times ago...

makes me hurt so..

making me thinking that he same with others now..

i don't hate him...

but i'm dissapointed for everything that he done...

things happened for ages...

i decided to say goodbye to all those beautiful memories...

and things that you teach to me about life...

by breaking the heart to pieces...

i'm mending it back by looking back to the first love, Jesus...

thanks for making me realize that we're not the perfect two...

now i open new pages of my life...

creating another stories...

i'm thankful i'm a Christian...

i always knew that i have somebody to turn to when i'm down...

i know HE would not put me down...

HE is the perfect love above all...

Thank you, Jesus..

i know YOU love me and so do i...

i know someday YOU will send a person to me who loves YOU just like i do..

maybe even more than i do..:)

till then, keep happy. always smiling. stay healthy.

be blessed.. ^^