her.me.friend-ex-friend

She is someone that spent most of the time with me.

and she named

F.R.I.E.N.D

she is someone who i thought was my world.

her presence means everything to me.

her smile. laughter. joy

PRECIOUS

And I'll treat her like my own sister.

she hurt, i'm hurting too.

she cry, i feel sad.

she is happy, and so am i.

but..

without i realised...

she stabbed me at the back.

and that hurt...

real bad.

her attitude, her friendship with me..

is all FAKE..

once our mutual friend told me 

"I think you should stop thinking about her or saying anything about how you care for her cause you know what...she never talked to us the way you talk to us about her. and she does not worth your tears."

after that...

i just stop being care.

now..

what left of us is a memory.

of her that used to be someone in my life.

i am now moving on with some memories of someone that has become a stranger.

A COMPLETE STRANGER.

Goodnight. I'll be gone tomorrow.

Domo Kun

#wordless Friday#

sincerely, 

Domo-Kun

New Experience

today i was happy to sweat again...

fuhhh!!

and managed to have my feet stepped on the field.

oh yeah..

me and few of my besties playing an interesting game.

you want to know?

it's Frisbee!!!

as a newbie in this game, i found it to be so interesting and fun.

for me, this game is a combination of

RUGBY + NETBALL+VOLLEYBALL=FRISBEE

So, do you have general idea on how this game look like?

it looks simple and yes...DAEBAK!! 

so, i am going to develop my feeling for this game because i start to like it. (haha)

special thanks to abang Faiz, Vemn, Wawa, Anna, Chan, Quen, Aina and Pojie

(*also to those who was left out)

thanks for let me play and teach me. 

i promise to learn and perform much better in the future.

haiyoookkk!! semangat!!

until then...

let's FRISBEE-ING!

it's July 2013

2013 almost comes to it's end...

ah..time flies so fast!!

JULY is the month that does not have any HOLIDAY...

I was doing nothing this whole day and ended up reading my past entries.

HILARIOUS i would say...
so immature and emotional...
so...
let's LAUGH

It was 03/07/2013
and approximately, it's 46 days to my 21st birthday..

yes! i'm not getting any younger..
in fact, i'll getting much older...
later and sooner...
so, before my time runs out...

i want to have a blast of time on my own..
live happily..
laugh crazily...
and do everything...
as tomorrow never come for me...

enjoy life would you?

Girlfriends...

i was so busy with my hectic life here in IPBA
and it was such a long break i took
to write post on my blog again.
 well, recently our exam results were out.
Thank God, i managed to get through another semester!
YEAY!

it was hazed in Kuala Lumpur (uhuk3!!)

 basically, it's been three years i've been here
and i met so many different people with varies of characteristics.
some stay as a good friend and mate and some aren't.
people are growing up and eventually realized, nothing last forever.

this is my special entry about my mate and good friend of mine.
they are my GIRLFRIENDS!
not girlfriends as in girlfriends, i mean they are my 'girls-friend'.
okay...what the crap i've been writing here??

 

TRUE ENOUGH, you see...

my world without them is just like the world is going to explode .. 

we are so far so good and we are great...
but still few things i DON'T KNOW.. :

i don't know how the years will bring us along as the time pass by..
i don't know whether we will stay like this forever..
i don't know they have the same thought with me..
i don't know...i don't know...


too many don't know revolved around my head...
(CUT!)

both of them are CRAZY...
both of them are PRETTY...
both of them...well make me feel NORMAL...
and every moment i have with them, i'll cherished..

  
 so much words to say..
to describe how much i feel blessed for having them..
for be with them and for BULLYING them?

they don't have to do anything to me to be qualified as good friends..
because...

yups!! all those little things they did really close to my heart...

what they did is this...

so much to write and to say... so this is from my heart to both of you.

sincerely,
THE CUTEST ONE



eh...wait..want to know them? their name is Grissilla yg CHANTEK and Olga yg CHOMEL.
here you go!

till then it's good night, from Green Apple.

i hate today

i sincerely HATE today.
things are not that FAIR for me.
i hate today.
thank you.

the apple of my eye...

pretending not to care is just not me..

hello there! it's been so long i didn't write on this blog..

so busy recently with TONE of assignments and exams...

now i'm back after getting FEVER...

a lot of things happened currently...

some were good, some were not..

but thank God!

HE gave me strength to go through!

this is for the person i love. :)

another day

without your smile

another day just passes by

but now i know how much it mean

for you to stay right here with me...

the time we spent apart make our love grew stronger

i want to grow old with you..

i want to look in your eyes..

i want to be there for you

sharing everything you do..

not sure if you know this..

but when we first met...

i feel so nervous..

i could not speak..

in that very moment...

i found the one and my life have found this missing piece..

so as long as i live i love you..

and from now till my very last breath

this day i'll cherish..

what we have is timeless

my love is endless...

and with this scream

i say to the world..
i'm in love with you..

and if a daughter our future holds..
i wish she  has my eyes..
find love like you and i did..
i wish she falls in love and you will let her go..
 you'll walk her down on the aisle..
she look so beautiful in white...