i'm attending SPK 8 in SIB Brickfield

for this moment...

i no longer be the participant..

but the "PEMBINA"

hehehe

i'm longing to experience many thing with God

i have this kind of feeling...

i do anything...

just to satisfy my longing for God

i even do something i never dare to do so before...

that is..

playing keyboard...

but the feeling of sadness...

keep haunting me..

i try to focus more with God and church~

but then the feeling of frustration about my failure in everything makes me HURT~

a lot...

God~

keep me strong..