it's not the same like the other day before my departure...

hmm... 

seriously i'm kind of wanna leaving A.S.A.P...

all the hard moment, i experienced it in Sarawak...

seriously ..

it's like i need to be in somewhere else with this pain...

still feel the pain..

am i?

hmmmm...........

lips can lie but heart no..

however through it all..

i still praise the Lord cause giving me this heart...

i'm proud of my heart..

it is being stabbed

it is being burned

it is being broken

it is being stitched

and yet...

it's still beating...

 God keep reminded me that...

sorry Lord for all...

i know i shouldn't feel this way...

sometime the emotion are just unstable..

but i keep my trust in YOU, LORD..

and i will live for YOU forever more...

till then..

stay healthy.be blessed.

^^