all this while..

i've been wrote most of my "so-called emotional" love stories...

in this precious blog...

hahahaha

but today,

i'm going to write something that touched my heart...

seriously...

i wanna cry all night long if possible.

First,

let me say:

i think all of you must know the song...

"Sentuh Hatiku by Maria Shandi"

so,

as you read this...

it's best if you listened to the song and reflect to the lyrics it gets.

the lyrics?

hmmm...

here it goes...

BETAPA KUMENCINTAI
SEGALA YANG T'LAH TERJADI
TAK PERNAH SENDIRI JALANI HIDUP INI
SELALU MENYERTAI

BETAPA KUMENYADARI
DI DALAM HIDUPKU INI
KAU SLALU MEMBERI RANCANGAN TERBAIK
OLEH KARENA KASIH

REFF :
BAPA, SENTUH HATIKU, UBAH HIDUPKU
MENJADI YANG BARU
BAGAI EMAS YANG MURNI
KAU MEMBENTUK BEJANA HATIKU

BAPA, AJARKU MENGERTI SEBUAH KASIH
YANG SELALU MEMBERI
BAGAI AIR MENGALIR
YANG TIADA PERNAH BERHENTI 

behind this beautiful song and lyrics...

there was a story...

and that what i'm going to tell..

The story behind the writing of this song by Jason, a born-again child of God, has greater depths and breath based on the Word on the Love of God.

Jason, a born-again Christian, likes to go and pray for a girl, who was raped by her own father and became mad. She was chained to the house, and could not move about or do anything. While going there, occassionally he wrote the lyrics of this song.

time passed...

Jason moved to town, and was busy with his own activities, then suddenly, this girl called him on his handphone, he was surprised that she is not crazy anymore, and had gotten free from the chains to make phone calls.

Then the girl told her story:

While in chains, she said to herself : 'One day, if this chain brakes loose, due to rust or any other reason, I will go and kill my dad.'
But the morning when she awoked, she saw a figure of a man in bright white robe, Lord Jesus and said to her :
"You must forgive your dad"...
But she could not, and she kept crying, hating and screaming. Until finally, Jesus embraced her and said : "I love you."
Although struggling, she finally rose to forgive her daddy. .. the whole family were in tears, crying and heart broken, repented, and returned to normal life.

From there this song touched my heart...

p/s: if you realized, the most of the word in this song consists of "Bapa"...

:')