Wednesday, May 13, 2015

My Semester 7

Another semester is about to end
now I am currently in....
semester 7

can't believe that my journey has come this far...
it seems like yesterday that I came into this place
how amazing that i survived for almost 5 years here...
in a place where i am a stranger and alone in a huge city
of course i can't go through all things here if not because of my Jesus
i always know that HE is with me

this semester is very hectic
and i am tired....

but i need to hold on!
my college life almost comes to an end
one more semester to go!!

i will be having my final semester exam next week
though it is only 2 papers, it is the toughest and killers among every subject i have learnt
oh well..
all the best for me and the rest...

till then, goodnight everyone.

[updated from my room 12:55am]

Thursday, March 19, 2015


I wonder .... how could we fall in love with the SAME person all over again without fails.

When everyday we keep on thinking about him even when he is not around.
When we can smell their scent even when they are far away..
When we still feel their presence although it has been so long we didn't get to spend some time with them..

I don't know that I would love someone as much as this.
I don't know that I would love someone dearly more than I ever love myself.
I don't know that he, would become the world of mine.

And.. i love him truly.

To dear you,
Thank you for being the best. Thank you for the time you had spent with me. I am still counting every moment I am going to have with you. Thanks for always able to surprise me with every little thing.. you are wordless. No words can be used to describe how wonderful and amazing man you are. Thanks for just being you and I love you. Will always do.

#DayfilledwithloveIguess#Loveandlove# :)

Saturday, December 27, 2014

She is someone that spent most of the time with me.
and she named


she is someone who i thought was my world.
her presence means everything to me.

her smile. laughter. joy


And I'll treat her like my own sister.
she hurt, i'm hurting too.
she cry, i feel sad.
she is happy, and so am i.

without i realised...
she stabbed me at the back.
and that hurt...
real bad.

her attitude, her friendship with me..
is all FAKE..

once our mutual friend told me 

"I think you should stop thinking about her or saying anything about how you care for her cause you know what...she never talked to us the way you talk to us about her. and she does not worth your tears."

after that...
i just stop being care.

what left of us is a memory.
of her that used to be someone in my life.

i am now moving on with some memories of someone that has become a stranger.


Goodnight. I'll be gone tomorrow.

Friday, July 5, 2013

Thursday, July 4, 2013

New Experience

today i was happy to sweat again...
and managed to have my feet stepped on the field.
oh yeah..
me and few of my besties playing an interesting game.
you want to know?

it's Frisbee!!!

as a newbie in this game, i found it to be so interesting and fun.
for me, this game is a combination of


So, do you have general idea on how this game look like?
it looks simple and yes...DAEBAK!! 

so, i am going to develop my feeling for this game because i start to like it. (haha)

special thanks to abang Faiz, Vemn, Wawa, Anna, Chan, Quen, Aina and Pojie
(*also to those who was left out)
thanks for let me play and teach me. 
i promise to learn and perform much better in the future.
haiyoookkk!! semangat!!

until then...

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

it's July 2013

2013 almost comes to it's end...
ah..time flies so fast!!
JULY is the month that does not have any HOLIDAY...

I was doing nothing this whole day and ended up reading my past entries.

HILARIOUS i would say...
so immature and emotional...
let's LAUGH

It was 03/07/2013
and approximately, it's 46 days to my 21st birthday..

yes! i'm not getting any younger..
in fact, i'll getting much older...
later and sooner...
so, before my time runs out...

i want to have a blast of time on my own..
live happily..
laugh crazily...
and do everything...
as tomorrow never come for me...

enjoy life would you?


i was so busy with my hectic life here in IPBA
and it was such a long break i took
to write post on my blog again.
 well, recently our exam results were out.
Thank God, i managed to get through another semester!

it was hazed in Kuala Lumpur (uhuk3!!)

 basically, it's been three years i've been here
and i met so many different people with varies of characteristics.
some stay as a good friend and mate and some aren't.
people are growing up and eventually realized, nothing last forever.

this is my special entry about my mate and good friend of mine.
they are my GIRLFRIENDS!
not girlfriends as in girlfriends, i mean they are my 'girls-friend'.
okay...what the crap i've been writing here??
TRUE ENOUGH, you see...
my world without them is just like the world is going to explode .. 

we are so far so good and we are great...
but still few things i DON'T KNOW.. :

i don't know how the years will bring us along as the time pass by..
i don't know whether we will stay like this forever..
i don't know they have the same thought with me..
i don't know...i don't know...

too many don't know revolved around my head...

both of them are CRAZY...
both of them are PRETTY...
both of them...well make me feel NORMAL...
and every moment i have with them, i'll cherished..

 so much words to say..
to describe how much i feel blessed for having them..
for be with them and for BULLYING them? Photobucket

they don't have to do anything to me to be qualified as good friends..

yups!! all those little things they did really close to my heart...Photobucket

what they did is this...

so much to write and to say... so this is from my heart to both of you.milkysmile


eh...wait..want to know them? their name is Grissilla yg CHANTEK and Olga yg CHOMEL.
here you go!

till then it's good night, from Green Apple.