Thursday, December 29, 2011

it's been so long i'm not writing in this blog..i have been so BUSY. lot of thing happened. things that i NEVER expected to experience while i'm spending my holiday here in my hometown. i met few people recently. some were wonderful while some aren't. but through it all, i just spent all my holidays happily. i always noticed that, i will experienced  different stories every year in December. and 2011 another new story begin. whenever the year comes to an end, it will always be my new beginning. and 2011 have it's own story.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

the best part of me is you...

i really don't understand what i feel right now...
it is the feeling when you're missing someone..
without fails..

i miss everything about you..
your voice, your smile, your eyes...

if you listen carefully, you'll listened...

my heartbeat was so fast when i'm with you.
it's love..


Sunday, November 13, 2011

it's Baskin Robin!

few days ago,
i went to MidValley about at 0930pm
just to eat Baskin Robin ice-cream...
to tell the truth, i never eat Baskin Robin's ice cream
and it was the first time and i was so excited!
it's all my friend's crazy idea..

it's my first time and i like it!
and i'm going to try it again! hehehehe

it's ours!!
and we love it!

satisfactions shows in my face! hahaha
love it! 

*till then, stay blessed and enjoy reading!

from one and only Devil vs Prada blog's owner:

Saturday, November 12, 2011

she is amazing.

my mum is very special woman...

she shaped my life in a special way..
long time ago,
i might dislike the way she taught me about life...
but now i could see the results from what did she do
with my life for the past 19 years 
i learnt to be STRONGER and INDEPENDENT on my own...
i love her...

she is a great woman, sister, wife, mother and friend..
i miss her much ...
i really want to hug her now...
she is everything to me...
hugs and kisses for my beloved mother...


p/s: mum, you always looks beautiful. i love you.

stay blessed and enjoy reading!

from one and only Devil vs Prada blog's owner:

Friday, November 11, 2011

i did something wrong...

i did something wrong
and i truly regret it
i failed HIM again..

what is so special?

what is so special about 11.11.11?
most people talk about it now
especially in Facebook
as far as i concern, there'll be many couple get married today

to some this date may not bring any meaning
whatever it is,
Happy Newly Weds to those who are going to be married today!
may today be a meaningful day!
and whatever it is, 
welcome to a new life!

" marriage is no more about me or you. it's US..."

together united in God's love... ✿◕‿◕✿

* i am just so excited when write an entry about wed. 
well, this one is for those who will be married today! 
on this 11.11.11 beautiful date.  ✾◕‿◕✾

"Demikianlah mereka bukan lagi dua, melainkan satu. Karena itu, apa yang telah dipersatukan Allah, tidak boleh diceraikan manusia."
(Matius 19:6)

stay blessed and enjoy reading.

from one and only Devil vs Prada blog's owner:

7 things I love ♥‿♥

#1 This is my beloved Mr.Teddy Bear from Italy. I got it when i bought Celcom Broadband.
 him much! he listened to every story i told him. he even hug me when i need one! he is my best friend.

#2 is my blue acoustic guitar! i play it whenever i like. his name is Jessie. say "HI" to Jessie!
 he going through so many season with me.
sad or happy, he is always there and makes me sing to every melody that we shared.

#3 Milk Bubble Tea! my favourite beverages of all!
i just love it!

#4 is my one and only Nokia E5!! my black Nokia E5 had been with me for most a year now...
i love it much!  the best communication device i had... 
look-like a blackberry but not one!

#5 my favourite cake of all! it is from Secret Recipe...
 i could eat and eat all of it! hahahaha

#6 my favourite thing of all is this ring  i bought by myself! hahaha

#7 the seventh thing i my favourite blue flip flop
it takes me to anywhere i want and whenever i would like to have a walk...

*´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•. ¸♥¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*• .¸♥.•*´¨`*•.

that's all about 7 things i love!
stay blessed and enjoy reading!

from one and only Devil vs Prada blog's owner:

Thursday, November 10, 2011

fragile again? o(╥﹏╥)o

i was crying again last night
out of sudden i realized that i'm crying
it had happened long time ago in past
but i still fragile.
i was go through my inbox and removed some messages
in my Facebook
then i came across messages from a person
i read it all through again
it is a long list of  messages though..
but i still want to read it all over again
from no reason, i cry again
when i read a phrase:

" keep yourself for me."

i don't have feeling for that particular person anymore
it was kind of hurt when i read all those 'ancient' things all over again
i should stop read.
but i really appreciate it when he admitted and tell me the truth
reasons why he left me torn apart

oh well...

benda yang sudah lama berlalu,
mari dilupakan!
i promise to myself
it'll be my last entry about this person

* i have to hide his identity..
just wanna share 
that i once fooled by love.

now i am OKAY!!

till then, stay smile and be blessed.

from one and only Devil vs Prada blog's owner:

two down, two more to go

two down
and two more to go!
gambatte kudassai!


Language Description (LDS)     

Language Development  

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*till then stay beautiful from the one and only Devil vs Prada owner: ✿◕‿◕✿

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

feel funny in one Wednesday evening....❀◕‿◕❀

i read all my older blog post...
and i terribly just feel like i want to laugh real hard!
oh my!
most of my post is all about 
my terrible condition and failures in love.
oh my!
all those posts were when i am not matured enough
( I guess...)

i came across a post that i've wrote
about a boy that lied to me?
oh my!
can't believe!!
i definitely wrote it with emotion!
till now i can feel the sadness....
( )

can't believe i am that emotional~
oh no!

but now i am a little bit different...
hope so..

i am now in exam week...
one down, three more to go!
gambatte kudassai!!

*till then...stay firm. be blessed everyone.  <º))))>< 


Tuesday, November 8, 2011


finally exam week is here
oh no!
the time flew so fast!
and i'm going to end my sweet 19 soon...
like it or not
love it or not
is just exam!!


I feel as if i'm going to sit for SPM

LDS  ☐
LDV  ☐
SS   ☐ 
ES   ☐


*sorry for everything i did all this while,peeps.
all the best for me and you tomorrow.
from the cutest Devil vs Prada blog owner..


Friday, September 16, 2011

i experienced a misery week
with tones of assignments
and other tasks...
i felt really tense and 
i really feel like i can't do it.

i felt broken-hearted by a person
and i really don't know what 
to do.
I often ask God ...
why me?
why let i get to know to this person
if t just meant to hurt me?
but God says,
He will never put me in a situation 
that i can't handle.
i kept asking the same question all over again.
why God put me in such a hard situation??

I attended a camp last Raya holiday.
We pray and do our quiet time in the Peace Heaven Camp.
I saw many of my friend's got the response from Jesus.
but i'm not. 

a friend of mine used to advice me.
"If you want God to answer you,
pray and open the Bible...
all your questions and doubts got to be answered."
i did this but it always end up with the same result.

God didn't answered me as i want Him to.

feeling isolated, 
i just walk around the campsite until
i reached to a gate.
i sit there alone with the mist and cold breeze.
i really feel hopeless!
i don't know what to do.
i opened the Bible but i can't got anything from it.
i felt frustrated.

and i started to talk by myself.
i ask God many questions.
What should i do next?
Should i or shouldn't i?
Is it the right way or not?
why did God leave me when He say that He with me?
Why i felt as i was rejected?

You know what...
God didn't answered me.

i was totally broken-hearted!!
i felt like i've been left out!
God where are you?

After the camp, 
i listened to some of my friend's testimonies.
All of their testimonies almost the same.
God answered them most during the camp and the quiet moment.
I smile, but deep inside me i felt hurt.
Why God forsaken me?
Why God didn't answered me like He answered them?

I was touched in the camp most of it's session.
But still i felt hurt about God didn't answered my prayers.
However, after attending the camp 
and a youth conference recently,
i made a commitment to stay positive.
i'm trying my best for it.
I did cry, most of the times..
but i'm quickly turned to God.

Though He did not answered me,
i let myself think,
He was there and watches over me...
I still have problems till today..
but i know i will get through it..
somehow with the strength from Him..

i was doing my works since last night.
and i'm totally exhausted!!
to entertain myself, 
i checked out the music videos in youtube.
I came across of video which pop-out
out of nowhere.

It's this video.

i never watch this video before..
and something put in my heart to click it.
i can't speak Mandarin but the music really great.
i felt the calmness...
everything just not end there...

as i re-watch the video,
i found out that there is a bible verse.
it is...

"Let the morning bring me word of Your unfailing love,
   for I have put my trust in You.
Show me the way I should go,
   for to You I entrust my life."
(Psalm 143:8)

I just totally shocked!!
Did God just answered me?
He teaches me how to pray to Him.
and i felt glad..
i should let God lead my way..
and not lean on my own strength!
that's it!
i should entrust my life to Him...

God lead my way. I pray. In Jesus name, amen.

Monday, September 12, 2011

all this while..
i've been wrote most of my "so-called emotional" love stories...
in this precious blog...
but today,
i'm going to write something that touched my heart...
i wanna cry all night long if possible.

let me say:
i think all of you must know the song...
"Sentuh Hatiku by Maria Shandi"
as you read this...
it's best if you listened to the song and reflect to the lyrics it gets.

the lyrics?
here it goes...





behind this beautiful song and lyrics...
there was a story...
and that what i'm going to tell..

The story behind the writing of this song by Jason, a born-again child of God, has greater depths and breath based on the Word on the Love of God.

Jason, a born-again Christian, likes to go and pray for a girl, who was raped by her own father and became mad. She was chained to the house, and could not move about or do anything. While going there, occassionally he wrote the lyrics of this song.

time passed...

Jason moved to town, and was busy with his own activities, then suddenly, this girl called him on his handphone, he was surprised that she is not crazy anymore, and had gotten free from the chains to make phone calls.

Then the girl told her story:

While in chains, she said to herself : 'One day, if this chain brakes loose, due to rust or any other reason, I will go and kill my dad.'
But the morning when she awoked, she saw a figure of a man in bright white robe, Lord Jesus and said to her :
"You must forgive your dad"...
But she could not, and she kept crying, hating and screaming. Until finally, Jesus embraced her and said : "I love you."
Although struggling, she finally rose to forgive her daddy. .. the whole family were in tears, crying and heart broken, repented, and returned to normal life.

From there this song touched my heart...

p/s: if you realized, the most of the word in this song consists of "Bapa"...


Monday, August 8, 2011

just now i went to KL Sentral 
to fetch my stuff that my beloved mum
sent through a church member
guess what...?
all food!
dush~ mummy2...
ur anak wanna diet u give food...
anyway..what makes me feel touching the most..
she bake a birthday cake for me...
thanks a lot... 
i love you...:')
never forget to give me something 
for my birthday though i'm far away..
nw i'm here...
going to miss the moment
of celebrating my 19th birthday... :')

thanks for the cake mama~!!

Sunday, August 7, 2011

it's been a while i didn't update my blog..
already full of dust!
anyway, the time past by so quick (for me)
tomorrow will be the second week of August
soon ....
i'll be 19~
Oh !!!!!
getting old... :(

wow! i have grown faster!
i have been lived for about 19 years??
it's absolutely AMAZING!
i'm going to be super duper sweet 19 in less than 3 weeks more!


older...~but hey~ here i wanna show off something....

how i am today...
i'm no describe me as someone that has the look..
i just wanna say...
i'm look different...
and even till today i wonder...
will u...
be my friend if u met me 6 years ago?

i don't have any answer to it..stay smile..keep healthy~