Wednesday, January 25, 2012

missing someone without fails..

another night passed by...
and i feels hard to go through...


missing someone without fails?
heartbeat get faster when you're near?
it's LOVE
I can't deny that i have some kind of feeling that afraid of loosing..
and i cry through the night..


i'm falling in love with the same guy everyday and never gets tired..
and i really want him to know how much he mean to me..
i never realized until i'm afraid of letting him go..


thousands smiles, millions laugh...
i just don't know..
it has been so long i don't have this feeling over a guy..
and when i have it now...
i just want it to stay still and never faded away...
it's hurt being cheated...
it's hurt being someone's spare-part...
it's hurt when trust being broken..
i just don't want the same thing happened all over again...
sigh~


and i meant it ..
every words i said..


i don't want to let him go..
God, i love him a lot by now and i hope he do too...


and i really hope, i be his everything..
for i never have any chance to be someone's everything before...
it always been anything..  =(
and those people leaving me for no reason..
and i break to pieces..
somehow i really pray hard...
prayed that it STOP!
p/s: 
apek.... =')


and i meant it...

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

my wonderful days with you ♥

never thought you are the one...
NEVER thought what we have been calling as friendship all this while will turned into relationship
knowing you for more than eight years...
and knowing you personally for most a year now...
it doesn't make any difference for me...
the difference is that you had grown a little bit matured...
and i found you are quiet different from the old you when we're still in high schools..



03rd January 2012, i would say as a meaningful date for me.
then, it's 15-18 January 2012 you came to KL and cherished my days..
what i could say more.. :')


there will be ups and downs in any relationships. i put my trust on God to handled it for me.
there will be so many things we need to face..
and i want us to hold on...
just don't give up on me, cause i won't give up on you..
i'm happy for no longer "ME" n "YOU".. it's us!


thanks for everything...
more to comes and lot we need to learn. :)

p/s:


*thank you so much for the ring and jersey..!    you!