missing someone without fails..

another night passed by...

and i feels hard to go through...

missing someone without fails?

heartbeat get faster when you're near?

it's LOVE

I can't deny that i have some kind of feeling that afraid of loosing..

and i cry through the night..

i'm falling in love with the same guy everyday and never gets tired..

and i really want him to know how much he mean to me..

i never realized until i'm afraid of letting him go..

thousands smiles, millions laugh...

i just don't know..

it has been so long i don't have this feeling over a guy..

and when i have it now...

i just want it to stay still and never faded away...

it's hurt being cheated...

it's hurt being someone's spare-part...

it's hurt when trust being broken..

i just don't want the same thing happened all over again...

sigh~

and i meant it ..

every words i said..

i don't want to let him go..

God, i love him a lot by now and i hope he do too...

and i really hope, i be his everything..

for i never have any chance to be someone's everything before...

it always been anything..  =(
and those people leaving me for no reason..
and i break to pieces..
somehow i really pray hard...
prayed that it STOP!
p/s: 

apek.... =')

and i meant it...